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Nov. 13th, 2006

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a lot of drunk/drugs lately.

and weiner dogs though always.

Aug. 20th, 2006

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yesterday i worked a total of fourteen hours. i guess working like that is easy when you are a zombie.

i did 300 dollars worth of hair and made 100 dollars in tips at carlos. what am i supposed to do with all this money? maybe ill get an apartment.

Aug. 17th, 2006

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hello. im doing horribly. i want to die.

Jul. 5th, 2006

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i can't stop dreaming about him. i don't even want to go to sleep. it's so hard to wake up everyday and think about him the first thing. i hate this so much.

Jun. 28th, 2006

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sometimes i fear that the things that happen to me will lead to a serious drug problem in the future

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i had an okay day. nichole, tasha and i went to carlos and had a drink and then i did nichole's hair and it was BEAUTIFUL. her hair is gorgeous anyway, but i made it soooo pretty. i sometimes get too excited about hair, but i love it. i can't help it. i feel lucky that i found a job where i can make money and love what i do. that is a blessing. i made a conscious decision today to completely get rid of any memory of dave from my brain. i have chosen to cut ties with him all together. it is only hurtful to me. i shut his phone off today and it has made me much happier. now i know i won't get a call from him and he won't hurt me anymore. that's all he wants to do anyway. i am feeling much better with the decision i have made about dave and ending the whole thing. i know it is for the best and i just have to forget the past year and a half. i hate him. i FUCKING hate him.

Jun. 25th, 2006

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i can not begin to explain the hurt you have caused me. i have suffered way too long to continue this. you can go and have yourself the life you have planned out. i have done all i can for you and you couldn't accept it. i tried to make your life easy and pleasurable. i was your slave. i won't do this anymore. you're already in someone elses pussy and i'm cool with that. just always remember that it is not me and it will never be me. you will never have me again. you won't give me babies, you won't spend christmas with me, you won't hear me cry, i won't hear you cry, you won't love again.

it will never be the same. have a good life. she won't take care of you.

Jun. 20th, 2006

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i am going through a horrible break up right now and i am very sad. i want to be happy.

May. 8th, 2006

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i am enjoying lazy time right now. I LOVE monday days because i am not working at either jobs and can just hang out with my weenie dog. i had an okay weekend i suppose. i conquered my fear of updos and did some really good ones on saturday. the cute girls liked them and were very sweet. i have errands now!

Apr. 25th, 2006

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i have a house now on the 15th of may. party time.

i love my new job, but i wish i was busier. i am very impatient about this. i may go somewhere else in a while because i want to make more money. i work tomorrow at 1 until 9 so hopefully i will be busy. my mom is doing better, but its not all gone yet. hoping for the best. i am on weight watchers.

thats all.


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